Something that I longed For.......

This poem has been presented in the form of a story..story that happens with most of us some or the other time in our life.....We do like something , long for it desperately.......There are times when it's so close..yet so away.......aaahhssssshhhhh.....And what when we get it....??? ....Feelings of happiness and joy run through your heart.........But our callous attitude often tends to make us lose that precious matter......The DREAMS that seemed fulfilled , turn into DREAMS again.....We cry , we pray...God tests us.......AND finally some FORTUNATE ones.....are made to re-realise their dreams.........That UNFORTUNATELY many cannot.........!!!So .....Presenting the same theme.. I have attempted to use a MIRROR...as my object of discussion......!!!!....Well it's a simple one......a mirror.....catches poet's attention...the poet longs for it......luckily the same mirror is gifted to him by his friend...and then.........READ it yourself to find out !!!!!!!

Was I decepted , was I delused..

Was that a mere phantasm , or something that left me amused...

that lucid , illumined marvel had caught my attention

Vow , it to me , was a momentous invention.........

So lucid and silken, it was , as would have been a touch so velvet..

It had, it bore , the ever radiating glare....

An unalloyed masterpeice , it seemed to me..

that had , had actually stolen my heart from me.........

I longed for it , it rose for me , i thought..

For me , as a gift , my friend had that brought..

Something that I longed for , Something that rose for me...........

A huge , gigantic mirror , it was...

A mirror that was mine , a mirror that had no signs..

Signs of Deception and treachery

I thought, was sufficient , to fill my little own treasury !!!

The glacial wonder showed ME to me , the WORLD to me....

A world so different , a world so unique......

With utter allegiance and unusualness...

I could feel that i was....

was.......

Something that I longed for , Something that rose for me...........

Everything seemed to go , as I knew , as I wanted....

Just then........

an unpardonable sin , i committed , that was...

the unholy deed that was , indeed, that took it ,

far and far ...away from me....

AHH.. there lay that limpid marvel , Shattered.....and Unfabricated....

Upon that bloody floor...that spoke aloud of my mistake....

the mistake that couldn't collocate the derranged wonder....

My lovely mirror was demolished...my lovely mirror was into pieces......

And again I could feel that I had lost .........

Lost......

Something that I longed for , Something that rose for me...........

Days and night , Crept , so long , so hard....

my cries and tears went , went purely unheard.................

that pinched me , that broke me.....

Oh.hh.. I had lost the own me..........

Those broken pieces of glass ...Ahh.... my glass......., 

not so rugged and pliant , had ever been...........

But all my wishes and dreams ...went unseen...............

My patience , so audacious and enterprising , that once was..

Had lost it's vigour , the ME , MY mirror...both torn apart........

When the daylight seemed hidden.....

hidden behind the WEB of those dusky dark clouds.....

I couldn't stop myself , for it was....

was.......

Something that I longed for , Something that rose for me...........

Those lost hopes and aspirations..had made me lose the own me....

the me..that once was so sinewy, that once was so brawny...

Ahh.. I had lost the own me......

Just then , happened something so miraculous , something so peculiar...

My spirited tears , that seemed no lesss than the VOLCANIC water...

moulded the broken pieces , yea , the shattered tiny tots ...

back again....again into that glabrous wonder-piece....

again into.....

into.................

Something that I longed for , Something that rose for me...........

My mirror , that I had longed for , was back mine.....

yea..........I got it back , promising myself...never to lose it again....

never to turn so cursory , yet to deaprt from it.................

For i knew that I had got my mirror.....my life....

my life that was..........

was............

Everything that I longed for , Everything that rose for me...........yea...

Something that I longed for , Something that rose for me...........